The Kenyan Seer

 September is here, it's raining, it's chilly and I don't know about you but I have quite a bad flu so I'm writing this with a running nose. I feel so much has happened in the past few months. I am currently sitting on some chair staring at my laptop, the whirring sound of a box fan is what is keeping me company and the voices in my head, I keep on throwing glances at my phone but remember that those I frequently chat with, are in deep sleep far far away. Everyday, I look at my gallery and I swear I really miss my best friend Brigid. Every picture I have carries so many memories. This month of September I have re-learnt to give myself grace. I came across this short statement, " Approach tasks with a beginner's mindset. Don't worry about being perfect or having all the answers, just be open to learning."   I've been beating myself up for not being as fast as everyone else when it came to adopting to life here, or making friends and etc. Again, I...

So boy there's this song that I was jamming to like a year ago. But I couldn't feel that there was anyone worthy to put a face to my lyrics. And so I stopped coz what's the beauty of a song when my lover is just a figment of my imagination I have always prevented myself from really putting a face to the 'ONE'  I hide and remain silent on all these feelings Coz is the vulnerability worth it when it will be used against you later on? I'm scared of getting hurt, not gonna lie  But if my motto is taking a day at a time Then I offer you a day at a time I've always had to dim my light to accommodate my lover's insecurities before  I'm glad that here I can actually be myself and not be ashamed I hope this love will be like water falling on thirsty ground I hope it quenches you, and nourishes you and I hope you will grow Love will teach me to be kind to you, patient, and endurant  I just want to say that I love you and I feel alive and motivated to achieve t...