I’m balding
The more I stress, the balder I get. Insomnia, migraines, rage, tears, shortness of breath those are the normal ways stress manifest physically but for me my hair pays the price. It is sad. I want to do something about it but as a creature of habit, this has been hard to break. At one of my temples, lies a patchy spot: rough, unkempt thatch’s, alternating gaps of hair and scalp. A physical testament to the emotional turmoil the mind has been sailing through. Reddit says it’s trichotillomania and treatment is therapy, head scarves, stress balls, and tretinoin. Self diagnosis says I’m in the stage four. Death is looming. Though this patch is met with pity, it has been my body’s way to say we only have each other. My bald spot has held me together like no other. With no shoulder to lean on, I have leaned on her strands. Laying the fardeaux of my heart at her feet, till her follicles could bear no more. My teeth comfort her. They say that this too shall pass. They speak of...